As I arrive at work, full of nervousness and anticipation, I talk to Madame. \u201cI think I\u2019m ready to give my virginity to my client.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She looks caught off guard. \u201cReally? I suppose that could be wise. Especially since you seem to have him wrapped around your finger. Just know that men seem to lose interest once you give it to them.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
My breath catches in my throat. Orym wouldn\u2019t do that, would he? He\u2019s a Paladin. Holy and divine. He\u2019s a righteous and devout man. He wouldn\u2019t. \u201cI\u2019ll do it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cOkay then. I\u2019ll set it up when he comes in. Why don\u2019t you go up to the same room as last night and get ready? Just so you know, when you lose your virginity, it isn\u2019t pleasant for the most part. It can be quite painful and bloody. I will have a talk with him and make sure he\u2019s gentle. If he isn\u2019t, let me know and I\u2019ll make sure he regrets it,\u201d she says in a stern voice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod. \u201cThank you, Madame. I appreciate all that you have done for me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She nods and gives me a half smile. \u201cOf course. I look out for my girls. Now go prepare and have a glass of wine or two. And I\u2019ll have a tonic to prevent pregnancy brought up to you. You might need to wash it down with wine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod and rush up the stairs. I tidy up, spray perfumes, make sure the bed is set, check my dress, and then double-check everything again. I do as Madame suggests and drink two glasses of wine. It lifts some of the anxiety off my shoulders. But I still wonder – what if he leaves me after?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A knock at the door makes my heart leap into my throat. I check everything once more, take a deep breath, and answer the door. Standing at the door is Tyma. She\u2019s smiling with a cup in her hands. Right, the tonic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHere ya go. You\u2019ll want to down this foul-tasting drink before you do the deed. You don\u2019t want to get a baby inside you. Trust me, you\u2019ll be left to fend for yourself with no coin to help,\u201d she says, handing me the cup of tonic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod and take it. I sniff it and recoil in disgust. \u201cThat\u2019s putrid.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
She shrugs. \u201cIt\u2019s worth it though. It goes easy with wine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod and pour myself another cup. I have to go sip for sip, and even then, I need another cup of wine before I can drink it all. It tastes like rotten eggs. Like something spicy and poisonous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cSo, are you ready? Madame told me what you plan to do tonight. It\u2019s always nerve-wracking to lose your virginity. I remember when I lost mine. It was a long time ago to a rather ugly man, but he was kind and gentle. Honestly, if you could get past his homely face, he was a decent man. I\u2019d certainly take him over some of the best-looking men who are rotten to the core. There are plenty of them out there.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI think I\u2019m ready. Orym said he\u2019d be gentle. I trust him, oddly enough.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cGood. Well, I have to go. Good luck,\u201d she says with a smile and a wink. I return the smile with a nod as she heads to her own room.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I catch myself pacing back and forth, worrying if I have misjudged Orym. He\u2019s been so nice and kind to me, but what if he\u2019s just acting and is truly a horrible person underneath? I refuse to believe that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A knock at the door pulls me out of my thoughts. I scurry over to it and my breath catches in my throat as the man, with all his handsomeness hidden behind a cowl, stands before me. I step aside and let him in, closing the door before he pulls down the hood. \u201cI\u2019ve been waiting for this moment ever since the last one we shared together.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cMe too,\u201d I say, fidgeting with my hands. I don\u2019t quite know what to do with them, so I force them behind my back. \u201cI am so nervous.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI don\u2019t blame you. But don\u2019t worry, my lady, I won\u2019t hurt you. I promise. Are you still sure you want to do this? We can just talk like last time,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIf that\u2019s what you want, then let me inform Madame, so you\u2019re not charged with taking my virginity,\u201d I say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cNo, you don\u2019t have to tell her. I don\u2019t mind paying as long as the coin gets in your hands,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThen we will have sex. I won\u2019t let you pay for a service you didn\u2019t receive,\u201d I say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt\u2019s not just a service to me. It\u2019s far more than that. You make me feel as if I\u2019m not alone,\u201d he says, stepping up to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I walk to him, resting my hands on his chest. \u201cI feel the same way.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He wraps me in his embrace, and my soul warms with his kiss. My hands slide up and wrap around his neck as I kiss him back. He lifts me up and I wrap my legs around his waist while he carries me to the bed, laying me down gently. I feel his hot breath against my skin as his lips leave a trail of kisses down my neck. He looks up and down at me. \u201cOne last time. Are you sure you want to do this?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod with a smile. \u201cYes. Just promise not to leave me after tonight. I don\u2019t know if I can stand being without you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He smiles. \u201cI promise I won\u2019t abandon you.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I return his smile before I lean up and kiss him. \u201cAlso, please be gentle. I heard it hurts.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDo not worry Lura. I am a Paladin. I have a way of making pains go away. All you\u2019ll feel tonight is the pleasure we share,\u201d he says with a smile as he undoes my dress before tugging it off me. Then he pulls off my stockings and undergarments.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I lay completely naked and exposed on the bed before him as he undresses himself, revealing carved muscle with scars here and there throughout his torso. I sit up and trace my fingers on each scar. \u201cSo many scars. What have you been through?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDo not worry, it is the way of a Paladin. We put ourselves in danger so others are safe from it.\u201d He smiles and winks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI would not wish you to be in danger,\u201d I say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIf not me, then who? I\u2019m sorry to say, Lura, but that is just the way of things. Paladins are the shield of Light that protects the realms against the darkness. This is my purpose in life, and I fulfill it willingly with honor,\u201d he says proudly with his chest out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWill you at least promise me you won\u2019t risk your life for anything short of a truly righteous cause?\u201d I ask. He nods.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cOf course. Every cause I take up is a righteous one,\u201d he says with another wink.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He lets his pants drop, showing that beautiful cock that seems to come to life at the sight of me. He then grabs my thighs and drags me to the edge of the bed as I laugh. I truly didn\u2019t expect him to bury his face between my thighs, nor the pleasure that comes from it. He has me moaning in worship. I feel like a melted puddle of butter, gripping the sheets so I don\u2019t fall over the edge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Finally, he stands up and wets his cock with his spit. \u201cAre you ready? This might feel a little uncomfortable. But don\u2019t fear, my beautiful woman. It will not hurt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I nod, completely trusting this man. With one hand on his cock, he places the other against my pelvis. Then slowly presses his big, meaty cock against my cunt, rubbing the tip up and down against my lady lips. I take a sharp breath in as he presses the tip inside me and it truly feels uncomfortable. But then, a white-hot glow comes out of his hand, filling me with so much warmth. It\u2019s intoxicating. It feels just like every time I\u2019ve ever used magic. So filling and wonderful. A joy of life. But this feeling is slightly different. The magic I\u2019ve used before always felt like a sweet candy-filled and wine drunk joy, but very empowering and somewhat addicting all the same. This warmth feels pure, clean, and divine. As if I am one with this light that seems to envelop me. I want to hold on to it and never let it go.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can feel his big cock fill me up as the heat engulfs me with so much joy and wonder. I want to live in this light. Bathe in it. I\u2019ve felt nothing like it. It makes me feel as if I\u2019ve died and gone to the place where only the worthy are allowed. The church calls it Heaven. This must be what it feels like. His cock continues to fill me up as the warmth leaves me feeling intoxicated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oh, sweet mercy. I think he\u2019s all the way inside me. I want to feel this way all the time. To feel such joy mixed with pleasure. To feel so warm and happy. It\u2019s addicting. He takes his hand away from my pelvis, taking the warmth and joy with him, leaving only an uncomfortable pleasure. \u201cWhat was that?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThe healing power of the Divine Light,\u201d he says as he lifts me up and brings me to the top of the bed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat felt amazing,\u201d I say, holding on to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He smiles as he leans down and kisses me while slowly thrusting inside me. This pleasure feels amazing too, but nowhere near as good as that warmth. He then leans down again, taking my head in his hands and kissing me. Suddenly, I\u2019m overwhelmed with that joyful warmth once more. It feels like paradise. It\u2019s even warmer than the heat of the sun, and yet it doesn\u2019t feel draining, but fulfilling. I want to feel so much more of it. I want it all.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
His lips connect with mine, and I breathe him in, clinging to him and that wonderful light. I hold on to him as he fills me both with his cock and with his soul. I\u2019ve never felt so good. He thrusts his cock inside me, and they become harder and faster. The pleasure tries to battle the joyful warmth, but ultimately loses out. Nothing could feel as good as this. His lips wander down to my neck as he fucks me, filling me with so much joy and warmth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can feel his breathes become heavy and his thrusts become erratic. His kisses become primal, and the light feels far more intense. I\u2019m drowning in joy, warmth, and pleasure. I want it to take me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I finally fall over the edge and feel the intense pleasure wash over me along with his burning hot seed filling me up. He collapses on top of me as the warmth slowly fades, taking the pleasure with it, but the joy seems to stay. I hold his head against my breasts as his breath staggers and struggles. He\u2019s soaked in sweat and shivers with coldness. I hold him tight and keep him close. He seems to be on the edge of consciousness. I hold him close to my heart, Nourishing him with my love.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He barely whispers. \u201cSorry about that\u2026 I lost control. I didn\u2019t mean to use that much power. It drained me.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDon\u2019t apologize for that. It was the most wonderful, amazing thing I\u2019ve ever felt. I\u2019ve experienced nothing like it,\u201d I breathe, kissing his head.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWell, hopefully, it won\u2019t be your last time experiencing it. You know, if you trained at the church, you\u2019d feel it quite often whenever you use the Light,\u201d he says.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHow does one use the Light? I am filled with the blue magic,\u201d I say.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He struggles to get to his elbows and lifts up his necklace with a crystal attached. \u201cIt purifies the magic we use and converts it to the Divine Light. You see, I too harness much of the Arcane magic. I was born with it, but this lets me turn over to the Light.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cThat is fascinating. So, if I go to the church, will I be given one as well?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He nods before he rests his head back down against my bosom. He kisses my skin as his hands caress me softly. \u201cI will have to go soon. I don\u2019t want to, but if the church finds me sneaking off to this brothel, they\u2019ll surely send me away.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWill you be back tomorrow?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI will find a way to sneak out and return. I think I love you. Would you ever come away with me? You can become a priestess and we can be together. In secret, of course, because any form of an intimate relationship is forbidden for us, but no one will ever find out.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI would love to, but I need the money to save my family from slavery. Does the church pay at all?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt pays decently. I won\u2019t lie; it probably isn\u2019t as good as the coin you make here, but it\u2019s honest work and it makes you feel like you\u2019re making the world a better place most of the time. Of course, it is burdened heavily with politics and bureaucracy, but what isn\u2019t?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I laugh. \u201cThat is true. Even a brothel has a level of bureaucracy.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He smiles and kisses both of my breasts. \u201cJust think about it, and we can discuss it tomorrow when I fill you with my Light again.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I laugh and kiss his head. \u201cOh, please fill me with your Light.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He smiles and winks. Then, he gives me one last kiss before he pulls himself up off the bed. He staggers and wobbles a bit. His face is slightly pale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cAre you okay?\u201d I ask.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
He nods. \u201cYes, quite so. But I may have used more energy than I should’ve. Just like with the Arcane magic, using the Divine Light takes a toll. You can only use so much of it before you tire out.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cWell, please be careful. I don\u2019t want you hurting yourself just to show me some joy.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cIt was worth it. Trust me. I enjoyed it just as much as you did,\u201d he says as he finishes getting dressed. I go to him and kiss him as he wraps his arms around me, holding me close. \u201cTomorrow I\u2019ll be back and we can be together again.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cI can\u2019t wait,\u201d I say as we share one more kiss before he leaves with his cowl hiding his handsome face once more.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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